I have been committing to turning in early every night because lately, I have been "burning the candle at both ends." Fortunately, last night I chose to stay up late and was able to finish another image to share with everyone. It wasn't an easy task and the process to find something to paint is utterly frustrating at times.
I have been experiencing bad creative block and a tanked self confidence, leading me to believe I somehow lost my abilities to put my brush to canvas. I tried 3 different pieces in the past 6 days and every single one was terrible. While I was trying to force the creative process and convince my mind what I was attempting is "okay," my spirit wrestled and fought against me. So, I finally let it all go. To remember what I enjoy in art instead of trying to figure out what someone else will enjoy.
I love to paint images within a natural light. I am drawn to light and its ability to make the most mundane objects seem irresistible.
Light is emotional.
Remember an image of your child or loved one outside and the rays of sunshine streak across there head like a thin veil? Or when you looked across the room at that Christmas Eve service or a memorial, and witnessed hundreds of individuals holding lit candles.
Light is comforting and inviting.
My 4 year old checks every night for his nightlight making sure it is on and in working order. Lets don't forget, you always know on Halloween, the homes with their light on, or Jack-O-Lantern lit that they are welcoming and participating in the festivities.
Light is spiritual.
Growing up in church I have always recognized Psalm 119:105, "Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path." That connection with God is our North Star; burning light which can be spotted anywhere giving an affirmation you are headed in the right direction.
Only the light can drive out the darkness.
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